i don't feel very relaxed lately
but that doesn't stop life, does it?
life is still beautiful whether or not i notice.
but, when i am just not having much left over at the end of the day,
when i have given all my energy up helping everyone with everything,
i do try to just see some thing beautiful that happened.
to not over-think the little moments and wish for more, but to frame them in my mind.
and then to try and just sleep it off.
and thank God for new days.
and maybe possibly suggest, to Him, a few days where i am not sweaty, getting grey hair, breaking out, grouchy, and exhausted.
just a thought.
but what do i know.