good things

there are some stressful things happening over here these days.

big choices.

life changing choices.

things that i can't share quite yet.

and i could eeeeeeeasily get pulled under.

you know what i mean?

i just stand teetering on the edge of loosing it lots of the time.

 so you know what sometimes just makes me take a deep breath and calm down?

  reading my own blog.

it's like i forget about what i think and how i can get my thoughts organized enough to blog every so often.

looking back at myself, my pictures and words really helps sometimes.

do you do that?

i guess its taking a minute to look at the the over all good instead of getting buried by the details that are just a bit overwhelming at times.

so tonight i blog about the good.

i breath deep and slow.

she's around me now, a lot more than before

we "helped" her move in

my little muse

amy found this tablecloth with pictures of ella and i baking!
she knows me so well

he ran for office
good try little buddy, ya can't win um all

i've watched um all so far, have you?

i almost cried when i realized that the video camera button was NOT pushed during jake's campaign speech

i canot, for the life of me, find those blue shoes.  they are lost. i hate lost shoes.

a family walk resulted in this special picture.  i wished i lived in it.

he took a walk with me
stayed by my side the whole way

who doesn't appreciate a good target purchase?

we have loved waiting for her brothers at the park after school.
i thought she want to go play, but she usually stays by me and wants to talk about rainbow sparkly things.
fine by me lil sis.


finding peace and goodness in the waiting.
i can easily forget to do that.
i can easily get obsessive about the future and trying to understand and control everything.
so, here i am trying to just look at what i have today.
not forward or back, just now.
trusting Him for my future.